to think since my last negative blog. What I have learned about myself is that I am obsessive (and slightly compulsive) about things that I have no control over. I worry to much about what could happen, and never spend time focusing on the good things that are happening in my life, at every moment, of every day. Nor do I spend enough time, trying to strive for the person I want to be, and making those "things" that I want to happen, happen. That's not to say that I am not thankful, because I am. I know I have many blessings, and I thank the Lord for all I am given, but not enough of the time. I feel bad that it took me so long to realize this, and I know that this is a lot from where my negativity stems. So from now on, I will strive to focus more on the blessings and less on the future, of which I have no control.
(just had to get this out there)
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